Shrinking my balls.
For as long as I can remember I have always fantasised over extrem cbt over time this fantasy expanded into being sexually inferior to other men. For example my girlfriend sleeping with other men to get the sexual satisfaction that I wouldn't be able to fully provide. I have experimented with this fantasy with an ex girlfriend she slept with another man but said it wasn't any better than with me.
So my foughts turn to the fact (once I get a new girlfriend that would be on bord with the fantasy/lifestyle) I need my sexual performance/ cock and balls to be less satisfying to her so other men would be able to please her better than me.
Where to start?
When I was a teenager it was pointed out to me by a partner that my balls were smaller that avarage. The avarage testical size being between 4 and 6 cm in length. Eventually I did measure mine to be approximately 3.7cm so just below avarage. But when ever I pointed this out to my ex she said she didn't realy even notice thay were a little bit smaller than avarage. My penis is above avarage at 7.5 Inches so it seems to me in order to really make a diffrence things need to get smaller so I want to start with the balls.
I plan on tacking testosterone as from my research this can shrink your balls by up to 25% over time. This has the potential to reduce the size of my balls to approximately 2.8cm this should shourley make them noticeably small to anyone that sees them. Meaning when I find the rite woman any man she sleeps with will have far bigger balls than mine and will be a good starting point for her to feel thay are sexyally superior to me.
I don't no if this subject intrestes anyone on here but if it does let me no and I will provide updates as I start taking the testosterone. I am also happy to talk about the subject if anyone wants to discuss the subject
Thanks for reading
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