When I was 18 I had a boss (sort of) that I considered a friend, even though he was much older. He'd always make fun of me that I was super innocent. He thought it was funny to make me say bad words and such. We were out one night after work, it was common in our office. Sometimes we'd go to his house. Well, anyway, he was asking me if I've done this or that and asked me if I'd ever smoked a cigarette. Of course I said no. He asked if I would. I said, yes probably, and that I did want to know how to even though I didn't want to be a smoker. Suddenly he became obsessed with making me smoke a cigarette and we went looking for somewhere open to buy some. I kinda regretted saying I would do it, but I was still curious.
He stopped at a 7-11 and bought a pack and we went to his house. We sat on the back porch while he tried to get me to have the nerve to try it. Finally I did. It took a while to get up inhaling, after coughing a few times. I did manage to inhale a few times. Afterwords, I started to feel very light headed and nauseous! He got me some water and held me trying to comfort me. After a few minutes I felt better but he kept holding me. He kept getting his lips closer to mine until he kissed me! We ended up having sex!
I don't really smoke, but I have a cigarette once in a while at a bar or something. For some reason when I smoke I get very VERY sexually aroused! I think maybe that experience has something to do with it.
I was out last weekend and had a cigarette and of course it happened, it made me feel soooo horny! I wonder if this happens to others and if this is what it is to have a fetish. I just felt like going online and asking since I've never told anyone IRL this happens to me.
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