My life was fairly unremarkable and uneventful until I somehow got “infected” by a sexual fetish during the summer of my fourteenth year, at which point everything began to change. Most significantly, I began to fall in love with the female ass. Within two years, my “love” for ass would more accurately be characterized as an abiding obsession. An obsession that, forty-seven years later, remains active and consequential.
As a younger man, I intensely enjoyed worshipping (kissing, smelling, tonguing, etc.) ass. After worshipping, I took great pleasure dominating and punishing (spanking, aggressively fucking) ass. As I grew older, it became harder and harder to attract prime, young bum. One evening at a nightclub, after failing again to attract any women, in desperation I posted up at the entrance to the woman’s room. After only a couple of moments, two attractive young ladies approached. I literally begged the blonde to let me worship her bum. She looked at her girlfriend and the two laughed at me, then taking me by the hand, she led me into the Women’s Room, and I began my new career as one of her ass slaves.
Another effect of the fetish was that, by age fifteen, I had become a hardcore, ardent exhibitionist, putting on salacious public displays for the next twenty-five years.
I really relish the availability of online porn because I grew up in a time and place with an absolute dearth of pornography. About the best I could hope for was old copies of Playboy and Penthouse. Of course, I was always looking for pics of ass. And I was usually disappointed.
One day in 1978, I managed to get my hands on a copy of the VHS video, “The Little French Maid," starring Connie Peters as the maid and John Holmes as, well, John Holmes. This was the first time I ever saw anal sex John Holmes sodomizing Ms. Peters. At the time, of course, it was taboo and quite exciting. By modern gonzo standards, of course, it’s quite tame.
So, I'd love to converse with others who share my peculiarities or just find them interesting.