I get so turned on when I steth myself. My heart beats like a drum and I get so aroused when I record my heart beating. I have a little bit of an irregular heartbeat when I am on my medications (prescription for adderall... Makes it go fast) and I think listening to all the crazy thumping is one of my favorite things, besides the moment in which I capturing the sound. I do all kinds of crazy sh!t while stething myself, from joking up and down or holding my breath to running up and down stairs just to hear how fast it can get. I have never told a soul about this weird fetish of mine. I don't think it's weird, I just feel embarrassed and don't think they would "get it"... This includes my partner. I just want to share my crazy heartbeat with other people who find it as fascinating as I do. Does anybody want to have a listen? I've been recording my heart for quite awhile and have gotten pretty good at it. The thought of someone else listening makes my heart skip a beat!
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