Now that Mistress has had ownership for a while, she has been keeping her penis in chastity longer & longer with ever increasing consequences :/ Ever since Mistress has ordered her sybian, she has been using her penis a lot less so it mostly stays locked away. Even know Mistress has access every night she only used her penis letting it out of chastity 3 times in a whole month. One of those times, I had to beg her and that means that I will automatically have to go into the restraints she had constructed last year.
The restraints were once ok, but now I fear them. Going in the restraints used to mean something like her and her friends riding their wet pussys over my face after a long workout until they reached orgasm and then afterwards Mistress would take care of her penis Lately, the restraints have become more and more scary and humiliating, like spending hours locked up during her swinger meeting while others walked by and did as they pleased.
The last time in the restraints was worst of all because unexpectedly she and her friend decided to circumcise her penis. I did everything I could to signal her to stop and reconsider. I furiously pulled at my restraints trying to communicate with them, but I failed because they had been planning it for a while. The pain was so intense that I almost passed out. They started out by having great fun biting the tip of the foreskin and trying to see who could pull it off with their teeth. After their fun, they got right to the circumcision. Mistress took 2 pliers and again excruciatingly crushed the foreskin while stretching it far beyond the head, almost to the point of tearing it, while her friend did the cutting. Because I tried to signal them to stop and reconsider, by feverishly pulling at the restraints and making noise through the gag Mistress's friend's hands became shaky. Mistress and her friend only ended up by removing about half of the foreskin and the cut is not straight but more on a diagonal.
Mistress once loved the foreskin but she grew to hate the look and no longer wanted the "nasty" extra skin to enter her body. She explained that it was also a blood atonement to all the women that are suffering bondage by men. I can sometimes hear her and her friends taking great joy in retelling the story. Sometimes, I think that Mistress does not understand her penis at all. I almost wish she never had one and wish that I was not attached to it and have to suffer her choices.
Since the circumcision is mostly now healed Mistress has been using her penis a lot more but I can no longer hold my cum and Mistress is furious at me and I am afraid that a recircumcision is coming :! She has also talked in past about inserting a grommet directly into the frenulum under the head of the penis so she can pull it around. I begged and pleaded with her to reconsider because I told her that it could greatly affect my ability to cum for her; recently, she said that would be a good thing because it would take me longer to orgasm. Another sign that I think something is coming is because she has had a carpenter come in and build a covering onto the restraints. The reason that she gave is that she wants to access her penis and not have to look at me. I do understand her point on this because the last time I over stepped by bounds by pulling the restraint cuffs and making noise trying to have them reconsider her decision about removing the foreskin. It is my regret that I ended up intimidating her good friend and as a result upsetting Mistress.
Thank you for reading this post! Do you think Mistress understands her penis and is just having fun, while also finally making it her own? Feel free to send me a private message with your opinions or post.
Sincerely,
servant [/size]
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